[1/30/2006 @ 8:39pm] i don't know how this happened, but i've lost interest in updating this journal. plz see fakeheartsdie. comment over there if you would like to be added. sorry, and thank you.♥ Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

[1/20/2006 @ 8:05pm] [ mood | sick. ] [ music | atticus cd. ] i think its safe to say my i've never doubted every aspect of my life like this ever before. i probably should just crawl in a dark hole and hide from everyone. oh and i have a cold, WHICH SUCKS. Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

[1/5/2006 @ 11:08pm] [ mood | disappointed. ] [ music | bloc part. ] it's been so cold lately. my life is like a scale. if one thing is going bad, for example my lovelife, then the other aspect of my life is great. in a way it like .. balances itself out. friendships: couldn't be better. i'm hanging out with friends who i haven't been around in a long time and i love it. i miss everything we used to do together, and i'm finally feeling happy for once. my lovelife .. well who the fuck cares. relationships aren't onesided and i give too much and recieve too little. he pushes me away every chance he gets. i've got 99 problems but a prick ain't one! Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

[12/29/2005 @ 3:17am] [ mood | sad. ] [ music | gregory and the hawk. ] if you be my star i'll be your sky you can hide underneath me & come out at night when i turn jet black & you show off your light i live to let you shine but you can sky rocket away from me and never come back if you find another galaxy far from here, with more room to fly just leave me your stardust to remember you by if you be my boat i'll be your sea a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze i live to make you free but you can set sail to the west if you want to and past the horizon til i can't even see you far from here where the beaches are wide just leave me your wake to remember you by i'm about to make a really bad choice. theres no turning back once i have. ps: i'm no longer blonde. (as you may have noticed above.) Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

[12/27/2005 @ 5:50pm] "that boy turns your world upside down, you could have any boy you want. one day he'll realize that and it will be too late." she's so right. blah. blah. fucking blah. i remember the other day he was complaining how i never 'open up' to him, but it seems like everytime i start to (or try to) he turns asshole mode on me and acts like he doesn't give a fuck. he's making me insecure, which you think would be a bad thing but i think its great that we get so upset over the SMALLEST things that we do. it shows how much we care about each other, but it's probaly not the best way to show it. what can i say.. i love him.♥ Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

[12/25/2005 @ 9:54pm] [ mood | wondering.. ] [ music | bloc party. ] he threw my heart away last night. ( +4 ) Comment Add to Mems Edit Read

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